What's Pain

what is pain exactly ? does it really excist ? whats it like?

well for one pain is something people go through when they feel like they dont have nothing to live for anymore , so whats the point in living ..which leads to sucide.

What is sucide poeple tend to ask that a lot .....well to me i think sucide is a way to just run away from your problems that your are going through ...and i dont think its any way to face them because come to think about it its really not worth the trouble of cutting your wrists or slashing your neck or putting a gun to your head all in the name of not feeling wanted in the world we live in today , or not feeling appriciated by those who are in your words ment to appreciate you no matter the way you look physical.

A lot of poeple tend to think that because you are fat ..then you must be ugly or you must be worthless and not fit to be around people who are different from you in size and shape, my freind Brendon "rest in peace" once asked me "What's your take on sucide?" well that came as a socker considering that he wasnt the type of person to ask me that kind of question let alone be thinking about it " well i personally think thats its an easy way to hell and it wont solve any of the problems your trying to run away from ,sure you have problems in life but it wont pay to end your own life just because you cant get through them on your own ,... wait why do you ask ?" i replied getting kind of scared, " well because everyone hates me " he replied. i was shocked beyond words as i stared at him , we talked for a couple more minutes and the last thing he said to me was " i love you take care of yourself an keep your head up ..hommies for life bd out " two weeks later they found his body at his house he overdosed on pain killers......now i remember why he was asking me that question ......

sucide is not the key guys love is ......dont make the mistake